It feels like a rut

Every time I sit down to write I feel like I’m fleshing out the same core concepts. Despite approaching them from different lenses I feel like I need some inspiration to break me out of this rut. Because I can see who wanders to this page and know that some of my incensent ramblings do indeed make their way out into the world I’d like a little feedback. So if you are reading these musings please throw a brick through my window and let me know what you think (ALL are welcome to say howdy). Challenge me for gods sake I need to be held accountable and I would love to have alternative viewpoints sent my way. You can even send me an old meme or an icebreaker if you feel it necessary though for 99.99 percent of humans in my life, a quiet hello is more than enough. Now, enjoy another excerpt from an idiot <3

There are not many things as comforting as a good mug. Molded into your hands, warmth not heat permeating into your palms, a promise of what to come when you calm the storm of life long enough to take a sip. The gentle clink of porcelin on wood as you place it gently into it’s spot, a pleasant little suprise for the ADHD brain in about 3 minutes. End of thought.

My heart wants to fight

To tear the bloody injustice from the world

To bruise and batter the pain from my guilt of innaction

For those unable to defend

From the slow creep of destitiution

Battle death, fight the gods themselves if they seek to harm the innocent

I am stuck, a martyr without a cause

A warrior without a battle

Please see this as my humble prayer

To make a difference, give me a dragon to battle

A demon to stand toe to toe with

For I would rather die a thousand painful deaths for a worthy mission

Than fade quietly into a comfortable gentle hell

(Fuck this guy’s got a high opinon of himself eh?)